Friday, July 19, 2019

New Affirmations and Accomplishments

Looking back through old posts, it looks like it's been two years since I've written up activities and experiences that challenged me.  And since it's been a REALLY big two years, I need to record the really big ones:


  • Thailand.  Everything about Thailand was challenging--long flight, language barrier, meeting new family, staying with in-laws, heat, activities--and I persevered.  My in-laws and their relatives were great and I treasure all the experiences.  Big ones:  the flight, the heat, Ayutthaya, climbing stairs at various temples, trying new foods, tons of walking, staying calm when I had an upset stomach.
  • Italy.  Like Thailand, this was a big trip, though not nearly as challenging.  I loved showing Mama and the kids the places I've loved.  Biggest challenge:  all the walking, especially 10 miles in Pompeii on a hot day!!
  • Texas trip.  I was proud that I managed it with a messed up foot and the extreme heat.  I also was proud that I managed to do Schlitterbahn for a full day, even if all I did was float in a lazy river.
  • Seminary.  I took two seminary classes in spring 2019.  Both on Christianity, which is nowhere near my strong suit.  But I aced both classes.  Balancing class and parenthood was the real challenge; last time I was in grad school I was single, with nothing else to focus on.  Not anymore.  But I can do it.  Which is good because I applied for the Master of Divinity program and was accepted!  Yep, I finally decided that I did need to pursue my MDiv to be a credentialed chaplain.  And now I am starting that part of the journey.  I'll take three classes in the fall, two online and one in person.  Very exciting.  Very nerve-wracking.  But I am a great student, a good scholar, and a quick study on unfamiliar topics.  Which is good because fall entails Islam, sociology, and quantum physics!!
  • CPE.  I don't think my 1 unit of Clinical Pastoral Education made my last list of Affirmations, though it was a full 18 months ago (winter 2018.)  It was very challenging--300 hours of clinical work at hospice, 100 hours of study and engagement, my first online course, and some real conflict with my supervisor who was a very judgmental fundamentalist, perhaps even Pentecostal, Southern Baptist.  He told me that I would never know joy unless I were a Christian and then complained that I had a bias against Christians; well, I definitely had one against him!  But I finished the course and got the credit.  Whew.  And at the end of the whole thing, I was hospitalized for 5 days on a trip to NJ with severe and inexplicable abdominal pain.  Goo jumped in, along with his folks, to take care of the kids and oversee the kung fu competition; Mama stayed with me.  And this was after a trip to our local ER a week earlier, where they found nothing wrong (within 10 days, I had 2 CT scans, x rays, etc. Later, I had ultrasounds and a colonoscopy.)  There was one more instance of severe pain a few months later, but it's nothing like it was 4 years ago.  Probably scar tissue + perimenopause and a possible partial obstruction.  I've been feeling better now for almost a year.  And I know what to look for (so that when I was violently ill with a bug in the winter, I knew it was an infection not something surgical.)
  • Also on a medical note:  my partially-torn tendon with resulted in 2 weeks in a boot and then 6 weeks in a non-weight-bearing plaster cast.  I had to use a scooter because I was rubbish on crutches.  Hardest part:  not driving, because it was my right foot.  Also hard--stairs and showering (couldn't stand or get cast wet.)  At least I had a parking sticker, which I only used sometimes, but it helped at the BTS concert and a few other trips.  I liked my scooter and used it all over NJ (Memorial Day kung fu tournament), Texas (our trip to see my family), and local activities, like BTS at Met Life (which was AMAZING!!!!)  I learned that people are awkward around medical devices--they would cut in front of me or stumble/bumble--but most were very helpful.  There aren't enough parking spaces--often all would be taken up by people with stickers (I never experienced being blocked in or kept out by ableist drivers.)  And many entrances and bathrooms and spaces are just not scooter/crutch friendly.  My foot still hurts off and on, but I'm working on it in PT.

For Mama Teacher


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Some Peanut Butter Recipes that I compiled for Mama Teacher who loves PB and had surgery on her knee last week.  She liked the PB cake!  The frosting is good.

Puppy Chow

9 cups Chex
1 cup chocolate chips
1/2 cup peanut butter
1/4 cup (1/2 stick) oleo
1/4 teaspoon vanilla
1 1/2 cup powdered sugar

Combine chocolate chips, peanut butter and oleo--microwave on HIGH for 1-11/2 minutes or until smooth, stirring after 1 minute.  Stir in vanilla.

Pour over cereal, stir until all pieces are evenly covered.  Pour cereal in bag with powdered sugar and shake until all pieces are coated.
           
Spread on wax paper to cool.

Grandma M



Peanut Butter Cake
I remember this peanutty cake sitting squarely on the lunch trays of my elementary school

Cake
2/3 cup all purpose flour
½ cup packed brown sugar
¼ cup peanut butter
¼ cup shortening
1 egg
1 tablespoon milk
½ teaspoon vanilla
¼ teaspoon baking soda

Combine about half of the flour, the brown sugar, peanut butter, shrotening, egg, milk, vanilla, and baking soda.  Beat with an electric mixer on medium to high speed until thoroughly combined.  Beat in remaining flour.  Spread batter into an ungreased 8 x 8 baking pan.

Bake in a 375°F oven for 15 to 18 minutes or until a toothpick inserted near the center comes out clean.  Cool before icing.

Peanut Butter Frosting
1/3 cup creamy peanut butter
4 ½ cups sifted powdered sugar
¼ cup milk
1 ½ teaspoon vanilla
Milk
In a bowl beat peanut butter until fluffy.  Gradually add two cups of the powdered sugar, beating well.  Slowly beat in the milk and vanilla.  Slowly beat in remaining sugar.  Beat in additional milk, if needed, to make of spreading consistency.  Frost cake.  (Note:  Unfortunately, this recipe is twice as much frosting as you need for the cake recipe.  So either half recipe, make more cake, or apply liberally).


Double-Decker Fudge
The first and most famous of my fudges!  Never fails.  And the marshmallow crème base can be adapted for other fudges.  The peanut butter part reminds me of Miss Betty’s mother’s peanut fudge but it is not quite the same.
About 5 dozen pieces or about 2 pounds fudge.

1 cup Reese’s Peanut Butter chips
1 cup chocolate chips
2 ¼ cups sugar
7 oz. (1 jar) marshmallow crème
¾ cup evaporated milk
¼ cup (1/2 stick butter)
1 teaspoon vanilla extract

            Line 8 inch square pan with foil, extending foil over edges of pan.  In medium bowl, place peanut butter chips.  In second medium bowl, place chocolate chips.  In heavy 3-quart saucepan, combine sugar, marshmallow crème, evaporated milk, and butter.  Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture comes to a boil; boil 5 minutes, stirring constantly.  Remove from heat; stir in vanilla.  Immediately stir half of the hot mixture (1 ½ cups) into peanut butter chips until chips are completely melted; quickly spread into prepared pan.  Stir remaining hot mixture into chocolate chips until chips are completely melted.  Quickly spread over top of peanut butter layer.  Cool to room temperature; refrigerate until firm.  Use foil to lift fudge out of pan; peel off foil.  Cut into 1-inch squares.  Store in tightly covered container at room temperature.


Miss Betty’s Mother’s Fudge
Miss Lorraine lost all of her recipes in Katrina, when she lost her home, and so tried to recall the recipe from memory for me after Miss Betty died.  I remember having this back when the World’s Fair was in New Orleans and we went over to Waveland to visit Miss Lorraine (and Jeff Davis’s house).    I haven’t tried it yet and so don’t know if this recipe works.  And, in some ways, it doesn’t have to.  It doesn’t say how much peanut butter—I’m going to guess ¾ to 1 cup.  I can guess at the vanilla, too (1 teaspoon).

4 teaspoons cocoa
3 cups sugar
1 small can cream (5 oz)
1 stick oleo
Peanut butter
vanilla

In large Pyrex measuring cup (64 oz), mix sugar, cream, and oleo and cocoa.  Microwave on high 3 minutes.  Stir.  Repeat 3x.  Microwave on hi 1-minute.  Remove from microwave and add vanilla and Peanut butter.  Beat by hand 2 minutes—pour into buttered cookie sheet.  Let cool and cut into pieces when fully set.

Miss Lorraine


Chewy Chocolate Cookies
Yes, a chocolate cookie, but the peanut butter chips are a highlight.  A great cookie from the Chocolate Chip Cookie contest I organized at KO.  They are best with peanut butter chips and are Viv’s husband Eric’s favorites (I think I made them on one visit).

1 ¼ cup softened oleo/butter
2 cup sugar
2 eggs
2 teaspoons vanilla
2 cups all-purpose flour
¾ cup Hershey’s cocoa
1 teaspoon baking soda
½ teaspoon salt
1-12 oz. package chocolate chips, or 6 oz. each of chocolate and white chocolate chips, or any 12
oz. combination of chocolate, white chocolate, or peanut butter chips

Heat oven to 350°F.  Cream butter and sugar.  Add eggs and vanilla.  Combine cocoa, flour, baking soda, and salt, and gradually blend into creamed mixture.  Stir in chips.  Drop by teaspoon on ungreased cookie sheet.  Bake 8-9 minutes.  Do not overbake.

Cheryl Sevin


Carol Knop’s Bon Bons
The recipe of my boss at the Hallmark, these were in a tin in the backroom and I must have eaten twenty!

1 cup finely chopped dates
1 cup crunchy peanut butter
½ cup chopped pecans
1 cup powdered sugar
1 tablespoon butter, softened
           
Roll into 1 ½ inch balls and dip into chocolate mixture.  Place on cookie sheet to set.

Chocolate mixture:
1-12 oz. chocolate chips
2 inch square of paraffin wax

Melt in microwave until liquid consistency.  Pour over balls or dip.
Carol Knop


Peanut Butter Crisscrosses

I think these are Mom’s peanut butter cookies, from Better Homes and Gardens. I liked to help make the crisscrosses.
Makes 5 dozen cookies.

1 cup shortening
1 cup sugar
1 cup brown sugar
2 eggs
1 teaspoon vanilla
1 cup peanut butter
3 cups sifted flour (for richer cookies use 2 cups)
2 teaspoons baking soda
½ teaspoon salt

Cream shortenings, sugars, eggs, and vanilla.  Stir in peanut butter.  Sift dry ingredients; stir into creamed mixture.  Drop by rounded teaspoons onto ungreased cookie sheet.  Press with back of floured fork to make crisscross.  Bake at 350°F for 10 minutes. 

Mom

                                                                                                                       

Reese’s Peanut Butter Cup Cookies

A summer bay speciality, these recipes are easy but we don’t have the original recipe.  This is it as Aunt Banana and I remember.

1 roll of Pillsbury peanut butter cookie dough
miniature Reese’s peanut butter cups
M&Ms

Slice cookie dough and place in bottom of muffin pan.  Make an indention with thumb and insert mini peanut butter cup.  Bake according to dough recipe. 
           
Remove from oven and place M&M on liquid peanut butter cup.  Cool and serve.



Easy Peanut Butter Cookies
Miss Louise loves to bake and has been doing a lot of it for church recently.  These are quite tasty and chewy.

1-14 oz can Eagle Brand condensed milk
3/4 to 1 cup peanut butter
1 egg
1 teaspoon vanilla
2 cup Bisquick

In large mixing bowl, beat milk, peanut butter, egg, and vanilla.  Add Bisquick, mix well.    Chill 1 hour.  Shape into 1 inch balls, place 2 inches apart on ungreased baking sheet.  Flatten with fork.  Bake 6-8 minutes until lightly browned.  Cool.  Store covered.  Makes about 5 dozen.

Louise D


Peanut Butter Rice Crispy Roll

10 oz miniature marshmallows
¼ cup butter (plus more for greasing)
6 cup cocoa krispies
7 oz jar marshmallow cream
½ cup creamy peanut butter
2 cups peanut butter cups, roughly  chopped

Line a 10x15 jelly roll pan with parchment paper. Butter the paper and set aside.
Combine marshmallows and one quarter cup of butter in a microwave-safe bowl. Cover and heat on high for 30 seconds, stir. Repeat until completely blended.
Stir in cocoa rice krispies.
Press mixture into prepared pan.
Place marshmallow creme and peanut butter into a microwave safe bowl and microwave for 30 seconds or until easily stirred. Spread marshmallow-peanut butter mixture on top or rice krispies layer using an offset spatula.
Sprinkle chopped peanut butter cups on top and press down lightly.
Roll up jelly roll style (like a cinnamon roll), starting on the long side. Peel away the paper as you roll. Pinch the seams together.
Place seam side down and refrigerate for 30 to 45 minutes or until chocolate has set.
Slice and serve!


And a few savories . . . .

Peanut Butter Stew
I really like the unique flavor of this stew, though it needs a little more salt (spring 2006).


2 tablespoons peanut oil
1 large onion, finely chopped
2 pounds round steak, cut into 1 1/2" pieces
1/2 cup creamy unsweetened natural peanut butter
1 1/2 cups cold water
1/3 cup double-strength tomato concentrate (Italian tube)
2 cups hot water
1 teaspoon chipotle pepper powder
2 bay leaves
Salt
Freshly ground black pepper

Heat the oil in a heavy saucepan over medium heat.  Add the onion and cook for 3 minutes, or until the onion is translucent.  Add the steak and cook, stirring occasionally, for 5 minutes, or until the meat is lightly browned on all sides.
    In a small bowl, combine the peanut butter with the cold water, then pout it over the meat.  Dilute the tomato concentrate with the hot water and pour over the stew.  Stir thoroughly.  Add the chipotle pepper powder, bay leaves, and salt and black pepper to taste. Reduce the heat to low, cover, and cook, stirring occasionally, for 1 hour, or until the meat is tender. Remove and discard the bay leaves. Serve hot.
Makes 6 servings

SBD


Mama's Cold Noodles with Peanut Sauce


4 tablespoons Asian sesame oil
½ cup creamy peanut butter (can use all-natural)
½ cup chicken broth
2 tablespoons sugar (2 ½ tablespoons, if all-natural peanut butter)
**pinch of sea salt if all-natural peanut butter
¼ cup soy sauce (thin Thai)
2 tablespoons red vinegar
1 teaspoon ground ginger
2 small cloves garlic

Cook noodles, such as spaghetti, vermicelli, angel hair.  Shock with cold water. Blend ingredients together.  Mix into noodles.
           
Garnish with sesame seeds, crushed peanuts, julienne cucumbers, or fried tofu.
Mama



Updated Summer To Do

Done some, added some . . .


1.  Summer Tangles Challenge--the Zentangle challenge I made; I'll tangle everyday.  Yep!
2.  Finish my blue crocheted waffle stitch blanket (for our chaplain)--not yet
3.  Finish my Bird Academy raptor class
4.  Finish my embroidery sample
5.  Read at least one theology book this summer (I have a few UU ones.)
6.  Go swimming with the kids (at least a few times.)
7.  See Far From Home--LOVED it!
8.  See BTS movie in August
9.  Birthday parties for Sis and Bud
10. July 4th party at a friend's--had fun
11.  Purge books (again)
12. Do filing.
13.  Learn new bill system.
14.  Purge knick knacks--this was hard but we did it.
15.  Paint stairs
16.  Go to beach (at least once.)
17.  Attend Taizé service a few times.
18.  Take Ro for check up.
19.  Finish straightening basement
20. Hang photos in bedroom--this weekend
21.  Take NICABM mindfulness course
22.  Do Eni Oken lessons (Organic Borders, etc.)